오늘 우연히 너를 만났어 말로만 듣던 그 사람이 니 곁에 함께 있었어. 난 너무 놀랐어 내곁에 있을 땐 볼 수 없던 환한 미소를 짓고 있었어 하지만 넌 내가 불쌍한지 내 모습이 그리 초라해 보였었는지 눈물을 글썽이며 꼴이 이게 뭐냐며왜 이렇게 힘들어 하냐고 내게 물었어 난 거짓말을 해보려고 했지만 날 보는 너의 눈을 보니 그만 나도 모르게 내 마음속에 있던 하고 팠던 말들이 그만 흘러나오고 말았어!!!

난 혼자 잠이 드는게 혼자 일어나는게
혼자 밥을 먹는게 익숙칠 않아 난 혼자 좋아 하는게
혼자 슬퍼하는게 익숙칠 않아서 익숙칠 않아서 난 왜 널 잊질 못하는지 아직도 너만 생각하면 계속 눈물이 나는지 이만하면 이제 잊을 때도 됬는데시간이 흘러도 왜 대체 나지질 않는데. 난 어차피 너를 만나기전에도 혼자서 살았으니 그때로 돌아가자고 내 자신을 계속 달래보려 해 너의 빈자리만 보여 혼자 밥을 먹는게 익숙칠 않아 난 혼자 좋아 하는게 혼자 슬퍼하는게 익숙칠 않아서 익숙칠 않아서.

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Well its been a busy week. Havn't posted in awhile but I didn't forget about this thing lol. Well onward with the update!

School! I have a lot of it lol. Tests everywhere but Im still doing well...Besides that its all good lol.

Work! Sucks balls...The end lol.

Dance! I taught my own class at he Funk's Building! About thirty people came out to support me and funks and XS and Im really proud of everyone. I love dancing...brings such enjoyable pain and happiness. I can't wait for this friday when I get my dance haircut for the show :3.

Icons! I made a lot...when I get unlazy and go find a template for it and upload them all. I will post  them lol.

OH AND OF COURSE!
 

MAN BEACHIN!
 

가는 건가요. 돌아오나요. 난 두려워져요...
 

왠지 마지막 같은 너의 슬픈 뒷모습 꿈이었기를 바랬죠. 끝도 없는 기다림에 너무 힘이 들어도 너 없이 보낼 날들이 난 자신 없는데. How do I tell them? 사랑아, 떠-나라. 가서 내 맘 전해주고 와.너 다시 돌아오는 길에 내 님도 데려와. 하늘이여, 제발 외면 하지마. 그 없인 숨이 끊어져 버릴 가슴을. -_- I suck a bit I know...

세상에 눈을 닫아버린 채 다 잊으려 했죠.

자꾸 떠오르지만 지워지진 않는 널 어떻게 해야 하는지. 천번 만번 세상 끝에 내 맘 리고 와도 어느새 너는 추억으로 내 앞에 있죠. 사랑아, 떠-나라. 가서 내 맘 전해주고 와. 다시 돌아오는 길에 내 님도 데려와. 하늘이여, 제발 외면 하지마. 그 없인 숨이 끊어져 버릴 가슴을 소중했던 우리 많은 추억들이-네가 떠난뒤 아픈 눈물로 채워져만가...

** 사랑아, 내-사랑 있는 곳에 나를 데려가.

내 님도 못내 나를 기다리고 있-을 거야.

하늘이여, 제발 우릴 지켜줘.

또 다시 만날 그 날엔 이별 없기를...**

If only it was that easy lol...

I'll type about my monday in a second but first I need to talk about something...

I have noticed a lot of my friends are depressed about SO many things and I wonder how I can be happy all the damn time when they are so emotastic. I first thought, "You're just not a good friend if their sadness doesn't rub off on you..." or "...You simply dont care enough." But ya know what, I do care. Im the happy friend who's there to tell you its ok to be sad sometimes but look at the brightside, at least you have me, a good friend, who's going to be there for you no matter what. Besides this reason to be happy...There is like a million of things to be happy about, especially compared to other people in other places. I wont use the cliche, "KIDS IN NIGERIA!..." speech but seriously. Stop your whining and perk up. At least you have food and cloths. At least you have a family. At least you have a roof over your heads. Stop all the bitching and work out your lives. Living a happy life myself, I have realized that it's up to you to make yourself happy and to make life worth living. So your the one to blame for your own sadness. Stop saying, "IM FUCKED!" or "MY LIFE SUCKS CAUSE (INSERT EXCUSE HERE)!" and do something about it.

Well that's my rant...and it was NOT focused at anyone ONE emo friend of mine so dont take it that way. Its just a rant...and its MY JOURNAL! lol

Monday was an ok day. Woke up ridiculously early as usual to take a shower and head to school. Class was canceled....yet again and this teacher fails at life. I ate brunch with Chrissy and we chilled for a bit talking about how Anthony is always M.I.A...Dude really needs to get a new hobby rather then cutting class lol. I went to class and Chrissy drove me home...Ya I know...Her AWESOMESAUCENESS is abundant.

Work...Wasn't as boring as usual. Did you know cat's have cereal and Lunchables D:...Fucking spoiled cute bastards lol. Besides that it was a normal day at work.

Dance. I did go dancing and we danced to the song 'Make it Work' by Neyo. It was a touching hip hop routine by non-other then Patrick Chen. YES he is in da HOUSE but for this week only. I think I hurt my back a BIT but it's alright. Can't wait to teach class on sat. I'm using the song 'Big Girl Now' by the NKOTB (New Kids on the Block) ft. Lady Gaga. Have heard a rumor that Miss Gaga will be there herself which only makes me more nervous. No idea why though...I knew her as a dancer first THEN a club performer NOW a Retro-Pop Diva. I guess Im just overreacting since I decided to use a song she wrote and is featured in. Im not the only one teaching guest classes that day either. Sammy is IN DA HOUSE and will be teaching Master Contemp. to the song...Um 'Something something,The Break's Over' by Fall Out Boy lol. Its going to be sick knowing her style. Patrick will also be teaching his 'Make It Work' By Neyo routine again for those who missed it/want to do it again. IT WAS UBER FUN!

I hope everyone who can will make it out there on sat and support XS/Funks/me as a dancer. lol I know I dont have any dancer friends in the area as friends of my LiveJournal but it's still good to say!...

"~~~COME ON OUT TO THE FUNKS BUILDING ON SAT, November 15th, AND SUPPORT! Classes are FREE if you know a company member...LIKE ME :O!~~~"
 

Icons later in an Edit :3...Check back laterz.
 

NO SCHOOL ON SUNDAY! Huzzah. Did do some HW though. Damn you HW...
 

No Work :3...Made me happy.

For Dance, Im teaching a Master Class on Saturday at the Funk's Building. Im using the song 'Big Girl - NKOTB ft Lady Gaga' and I made 2 seperate dances for the entire song since its a 3 hour class. The two groups will come together and dance at once when I teach each of them their routines. I can't wait to make everyone FIERCE with my outrageousness.

I may also be writing about my love life soon. But thats a story for later lol. Its going to be a surprising "Wow..." to some, a shocking "WTF M8!!?!?!?" to others, and "Oh I saw that happening..." to a few. Let's hope this passes over well lol.

ICONS!...Made a couple. WILL post more soon. Need 24 REMEMBER!! lol

Food, Sprite, and conversations later, We all began to take turns playing rockband 2  and we ended up having a great time. Met some really chill people and danced a bit with that girl who's name I didn't bother to remember who surprisingly was a great salsa dancer even half drunk. The party dwindled around 4:30am and I ended driving myself back in John's car. I'd rather NOT die or get arrested even though John only had 1-2 drinks. Got home safetly and quickly since the roads were empty and I said my goodbyes and went inside. My mom's ninjaness rolled downstairs and was like, "-_-...Oh ok...Go to bed... *goes back up stairs*" I proceeded to listen to her and went to my room and crashed till 11ish today. That was my saturday.

I hope CC has off Friday! I havnt seen her in like...AN ETERNITY! She was prolly busy hanging out with Kinnamon in the DMV trying to battle the fat away from the donuts that are reserved for the DMV workers....

~Michaeliciousness~

조한별 님께서 올리신 가사입니다,

너에게 하고 싶었던 그 말 나의 맘 속 안에서 나를 슬프게한 그 말 우리 사랑했지만 갈 수 없었던 그 이율 바보같이 아무말도 전할수 없었네 한번만 더 기회를 줘 나는 몰랐었어 너의 마음이 변한건지 아직 늦진 않았잖아 빌었지만 차갑게 돌아선 니 모습 이노래는 진실했던 사랑이야기 모든걸 다 바쳤던 나의 이야기 하지만 이젠 끝을 모두 맺어버린 지나간 나의 사랑이야.

I love you 아직도 사랑해(이순간에) 솔직한 나의 맘 소리 모든걸 다 바칠 수있는 다짐을 말하고 있는거야 내게 돌아와줘 영원히 기다릴께 널 as funny as it sounds lol

아직도 사랑해 Oh 사랑했잖아 너는 잊을수 있니 추억속의 사랑 너는 나를 떠났지만 나와 했던 약속은 아무것도 아닌건지 너는 웃으면서 나의 얘길하더라 죽을것 같이 난 아파

oh no! O:!!단지 단 한번만 너와 함께 할수만 있다면 난 숨을 쉴수가 없어 나의 모든것들이 너를 원하잖아 이노래는 진실했던 사랑이야기 모든걸 다 바쳤던 나의 이야기 하지만 이젠 끝을 모두 맺어버린 지나간 나의 사랑이야 아직도 사랑해 (순간에) 솔직한 나의 맘 소리 모든걸 다 바칠 수 있는 다짐을 말하고 있는거야 내게 돌아와줘 영원히 기다릴께 널아직도 사랑해 나도 잊는다 주먹 쥐며 내맘이 곪아서 더이상은 못하겠어 아프겠지만 끊어버릴꺼야 너와의 가슴 속 모든 인연들을 한가지만 기억해 너의 모든걸 다 안아 줄 수 있었던 남자 나였단걸 이젠 너 없이도 뭐든 해낼꺼고 지금 이노래를 들어 이노래는 널 향한 사랑이야기 모든걸 다 바쳤던 나의 순정이 후회되진않아 나 널 이젠 잊을꺼야 지나간 나의 사랑아아직도 사랑해(이순간에) 마지막 널 향한 목소리 모든걸 다 알고있는 나의 외침이 들린다면 내곁에 다시 돌아와줘 영원히 너를 사랑해  There must be something wrong with me lol.

(How'd I forgot to write Malgoreum in Hangul...Wtf....)

I love you 너만을 사랑

Lol there I said it. Too bad she wont read this lol. Oh well. Its not like I want a GF at this time anyways. Too much drama and I'd rather avoid it. I've never been one to care about this stuff and to be honest I dont care about it know. I just thought writing about it would get it off my chest and it does feel better. Good practice too! K-type takes FOREVER to get used to...I started writing this around 1 >.>...*fails*

No School on fridays...Awesome, I know.

Workage? 4-9 today :3. I feel a bit better rested and without the tiringness of waking up at 6 or having school, I should be ok.

Chrissy and I are going to go pick up....a SPECIAL kind of grab bag item I need for a SPECIAL kinda party. I would be lost with her :3 *huggles*. I owe you big time. It would have been difficult to gain such an item without your femaleness, your OUTRAGEOUSNESS, or your car lol. The wonders of having awesomesauce friends.

Dance?....Clubbing later so HELL F-ING YES! I am going somewhere...Not sure if its Pashas or Webster. Either way Imma look fly as hell and dance even better lol. Cant wait to dance so much my legs fall off...like always.

Icons D:! No...Not today. And I didnt make enough for yesturday so Imma just make another 24 I think and post them when Im ready. Sorry Im not an icon making machine like SOME PEOPLE lol. *Cough CC is a beast at Photoshop*

Well...Ill tty all later and all that jazz.

~Rolls away~
 

Dear Livejournal,

No Dance ;-;...work *points below*

Work was..Well...As I was busy tending to customers and their ridiculous views of satisfaction. An old woman decided to come into MY SPACE and say that I am lazy...I proceeded to leave on my 10 minute break after that. Take THAT ELDERLY! Besides me waiting 20mins of her life which, as we all know, isnt very much remaining, she got nothing out of her complaining besides making my day at work worth it :3.

BDC/Funks Work...didnt happen cause OTHER work. Darn...

Dear Livejournal,

Heya...Well I was never the best at these things and I may not be uber active but I will sure as heck try. I suppose I should introduce myself. Im Mike! :3....Read my about me for the rest.

Ill get to my day today...I woke up at 6am as usual, showered, got dressed, and headed out to NYC for class. Got some Korean HW done on the bus that's due tomorrow and just listening to music on my laptop till I arrived. Class was boring as hell BUT since Obama won we had an Event called Obamarama today in which we played mini-games and won prized in the many student centers around the campus. I won a stuffed bear, a sweater, a pair of sweatpants, and a notebook....Ya know, school stuff but meh...its free.

No work today but Ill prolly post about my days at the A&P Deli/Bakery when I do.

No dance classes today either. They will go here usually in my posts.

Besides these things...I guess Ill just post some Icons lol. Remember...to not hate on my non-skill. I just have fun with it and the Asian stars do most of the work.

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